wondering....

This isn't so much a fantasy as much as something that happens to me at different times in my life. I am wondering if anyone else has felt/thought/ or actually done anything like what has been going thru my head the past few weeks.

When my desires get so strong and I don't have an outlet for them, I see strangers in everyday life (the checkout lady at the grocery store..or the waitress that waited on me at lunchtime...... the postal clerk at the post office.....the janitor sweeping the hall at the school...etc.)and I think about walking up to them, explaining to them how awful I have been and how badly I need to be spanked and spanked hard, then asking them if they think they could take me into the bathroom or back room somewhere, pull my pants down and proceed to spank me until they were convinced I was a thoroughly punished and truly sorry for my misdeeds.

I often find myself staring at people and measuring the possibility of whether or not I think they would be "open" to it. Perhaps - one day soon - I will grow the courage to ask.

Ah... the possibilites!